The paper is not going well.
You know, I think a lot of the problem (besides procrastination) is that I'm just not good at researching things. I can never seem to find anything that I want/ need, even though I *KNOW* there are dozens of articles and books written on the topic. Like mine right now, for instance. Gender and cross-dressing in Shakespeare. I KNOW there are NUMEROUS articles on that topic!!!!! But can I find them? Of course not. And the procrastination has not helped. At all!! Ugh. I'm so frustrated, I'm about ready to throw this Macbook across the room. But that'd just end up making me feel worse, now wouldn't it?
Well to cheer myself up, I'm going to share some splendid news with you. I believe I have mentioned The Exponent before, have I not? It's the college newspaper, for which I write Opinions columns. Well, guess what?! I ran for Opinions Editor next semester and I won!! My roommate (and the girlfriend of the previous Opinions Editor, who ran for a different editorial position) is going to be my Assistant Opinions Editor. I can do this either for credit *or* for money. I will probably end up doing it for money, because I don't think my major or either of my minors would benefit from it being taken as credit. I will have to ask my advisor though, of course. I'll keep you posted!! But really, isn't that fantastic news? I almost feel more cheerful. Perhaps I'll perk up a bit more when I can begin to see the light at the end of this dreadful tunnel known as my Shakespeare paper....
